hello love

2007-02-04T00:35:00.000+08:00

#57

cannot tahan. i want to move to ElJay. haha. i've been thinking about it a million times over but i cannot keep updating there and here. leceh lah. so yes, i am moving bebehh. those who have an LJ, please add me up cos i will gladly add you back. hurs. till then, i see you lovely people at my LJ.

HERE

regards,
ain
(:

2007-02-01T12:18:00.000+08:00

#56

oh im at home, sick. two days down with fever. bah.

hello february. happy 1st pantat. (:

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i seriously wonder how they do it.

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2007-01-26T23:07:00.000+08:00

#55

Nurulhuda bte Zayani came to my school just now and had late lunch with me. after eating we talked and yakked and yakked. suddely she asks me,

"eh. this plate put where?"

-slaps forehead-

eh woman! you think secondary school isit need to put back at the stall there?? ahahahahaha. funny lor. hilarious. even habib laughed. hurhur.

okbye.

2007-01-25T21:03:00.000+08:00

#54

busy busy. super busy.

i have nobody to blame but myself cos i have been procastinating like every single time when i have my reports to do. 4, FOUR reports please, thank you. i brought my lappie to school just now, but it was like sitting in my bag doing nthg. some more the school's wireless damned fucked up just because my anti-virus had expired. chao chicken. NYP's open house was just now, so i pretty much watched the performances at the atrium. i slept for an hour or so in the room cos i was super dee duper tired plus shagged thanks to sleeping at 3 bloody am in the morning 2 nights ago. yes, im still that sleepy. woke up and went to smoke as usual, met the boyfriend and ~~forced~~ asked him nicely to watch hady mirza perform at the auditorium with me. hah.

it was not as spectacular as i expected it to be, but boy, was the queue superbly long. he just sang two songs can! bahhh. taufik's coming tmr. doubt im going cos im lazy to queue, but we shall see. its taufik, balls! haha.

the week is coming to an end, and i must say i had a lot of fun. although a bit rough at the start lah, plus the fucken reports. but all's well and i love zul more. (: thanks ah for being the best. love love.

ok bye. i have a report and presentation due tmr. and 3 more reports this monday. grrrrrrr.

2007-01-20T20:34:00.000+08:00

#53

i feel like ~~slapping~~ punching someone's face.

yah, so much angst today. i fucking dunno why. shaddap la leave me alone.

2007-01-20T12:40:00.000+08:00

#52

haha! i just realised, the background for my blog is not there. haha! paiseh-paiseh. i'll fix it laters lah. im on the desktop.

omGOD i am so tired. my back aches and i think im turining old already. haha. ok nonsense. my sisters are going off to some poly open house. and me..? waiting for zul to take me somewhere. where? JOGGING. best right? ahahahaha.

yesterday was the dance 101 thing that liveaudio organised. disappointing. the people in charge like not there, disappear ntah dunno go where. the crowd also. but the performances were POWERR! weeeee. zul did a good job of DJ-ing, but ppl kept requesting for this song and that song, and i think he was a bit binget ah.

oh wells.

ok i need to do the laundry.

2007-01-19T00:30:00.000+08:00

#51

omg im listening to cascada's truly madly deeply, the unslow version. nice lah! but i like the slow one la of cos. duh.

3 reports and 3 presentations.
macam cibai. grrrrrr.

2007-01-17T00:51:00.000+08:00

#50

aisha and shahrul have been together for 7 months. seven. seven. seven! fast, no? oh wells, happy 7th guys and many more to come.

i need to get zul an organiser cos he keeps forgetting things. for an instance, the event that is happening this friday. an important event, mind you. something he is involved in. and he kept wanting to go out this friday. -smacks forehead- and he forgot that we are going to have dinner together later, today. and he actually wanted to make plans with his friends. -_- come on, admit it zul. you'd be lost without me. hahh.

and yes, this is the permanent skin until i find time to do another. alright. need to go. i promised the boyfriend i'd sleep at one. and its already one.

okbye.

2007-01-13T22:34:00.000+08:00

#49

i enjoyed today. i met my dearest mira and haz. noni couldn't make it. but im gonna make it a point to meet her sometime during this week. i love you woman. hugs. we went to vivo where mira bought clothes, haz bought clothes and i bought nothing.
-_- haha.

i met zul also, and his bunch of friends. it was ok lah for a first time meeting kinda thing. nad and maria was there, so i didn't mind. i mean, at least there were people i know. i made a new friend, hani. hello (:

aisha and shahrul played a trick on me for the 895793573th time. i knew it was a prank from the time shahrul called, but sometimes their pranks aren't funny at all. and sumpah this time round, it wasn't anywhere near funny. i dunno why, mebbe because i was tired of entertaining their pranks or mebbe cos i was having my menses and my emotions were all over the place or smthg, but i was really mad at those two. really guys, its not funny. if it really did happen, don't blame me for laughing in your faces. seriously. i was so mad that i shouted at zul. i'm sorry boyfriend. he was like da lah. don't get angry at them. ckp dengan dorang baik-baik, jgn tengking-tengking. tell them, lain kali jgn buat lagik. da, don't get so angry. (let it go, don't get angry at them. talk to them nicely, don't shout at them. tell them not to do it again next time. don't get so angry.) seriously korang. that is the last time.

must be my menses lah. just now, i was happy. sooooo happy meeting mira and haz. laugh here and there. then when i got upset, i got sooo upset that even zul got shouted at. im sorry ah boyfriend. lovelove.

okeh pictures up at my LJ soon. pictures from only the mira and haz outting. my camera is shy when it comes to meeting new people. hehh.

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yes my itchy fingers cannot keep still. this is just temp. i was bored with the old skin, so i did a new one! ok lah, still the same except the bg. its just temp anyways.

now, now. its 0337hrs and where is the boyfriend.

oh yes. the pictures are up at the LJ. (:

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2007-01-09T02:27:00.000+08:00

#47

it's 0227hrs and i have begun my block leave! eh heh. that means, i can sleep as late as i want to and wake up as late also. huahuahua! but mumsy dearest doesn't know. good God, if she knows, i'll be the housewife-in-training, doing all the chores at home and not enjoy a single day out of my leave. no way am i gonna tell her. hahaha. ok so mean.

ANYWAYS. since i can sleep late and harvest panda eyes for myself, im contemplating on watching naruto. all under the influence of who? my dearest boyfriend. and also vin. VINODHAN! HOW COME LONG TIME I NEVER SEE YOU IN SCHOOL AH. ok nvm. to watch, or not to watch. i still have grey's anatomy season one to watch all over again courtesy of benson. bleah. but naruto is cute! but McDreamy is even cuter. lol.

ok nvm. i shall decide when i wake up from my slumber later in the afternoon, say around 2pm? waahhh. enjoy siak. hahaha. ok byebye.

2007-01-07T21:52:00.000+08:00

#46

mum cooked a feast today; briyani rice, complete with mutton this and that. eeeeeeeeeee. so nice can! what's the special occasion you ask? NONE. -_- seriously. mum invited Boyfriend, aisha, shahrul, ema & whatshisname. ema & whatshisname couldn't make it cos whatshisname was working. sorry ah, i forgot whatshisname's name. izad or smthg along those lines.

Boyfriend just left. i feel hungry lah. i shall go eat again. schooling tmr lah balls! at 8.30am some more. eeeeek. so lazy. ok lah. i want to eat again. hurhur.

okjom!

2007-01-05T11:58:00.000+08:00

#45

oh hello. im still at home. time check: 11.59am ehehehehe. what i want to say ah. oh yes.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SITI EMA BTE SULAIMAN!

i miss her. ok dah. hello waiaung if you are reading this (:

ok shit. i have to start blogging in english la hor, since majority of the people reading are english-reading people. but if i blog in malay, i put subtitles ok? for people like adder. right adder? got nthg to do but read my blog. hahaha. i love adder. she is a funny woman. haha.

was caught in the rain yesterday. haha. so fun can. my jeans all wet, my shirt also. then he resorted to asking me to wear the raincoat. ahh the raincoat. i felt silly, and i look silly. i didn't want to wear it lah. then he was like insisting and insisting so i went ok lah, kau punyer pasal aku pakai (i wear for your sake lah).

"nvm lah. later i buy another one."
"for what sia. buy so many for what."
"so i can wear then we can look silly together."

sweet right that bugger (:

ok lah. i want to get ready and take the train to school. omg. im starting to get lazy. haha. and my block leave starts next week! sorry aisha, we cannot hooray-hooray together.

ok jom! that means smthg like ok go lah. ok adder? later in school i teach you how to say that. hahah.

2007-01-04T00:35:00.000+08:00

#44

oh dear. look at the time and im still online. my eyelids are like half closed. i feel so tired, i have no idea why. tired of laughing and having fun maybe? hahha. i didn't even enter BSU today. sorry gang! (: tmr, my butt will be stuck in there trying to complete the case study cos i know nuts about it. but lunch hour i will be gone ah. hurhur.

anywhoos. happy new year and four days! how was your new year? good, bad? yes, no? mine was superb lah. considering the fact that i stayed in during new year's eve cos it was too late to go out plus the fact that my lazy bum refuses to leave home cos i don't wanna get stuck in the crowd. new year's was spent at sentosa with a special person ehemm in the rain. so touching, no? haha. to know what i had been up to the past year, go HERE.

oh wells. its been a good year so far. school started after a long weekend, and it was good to see fimiliar faces. aisha's Giordano roadshow happening later in the afternoon. doubt i will be spending cos i am all of a sudden flat broke. padahal, padahal. haha. but my face would be there, showing and giving the Kentot the moral support she needs. hurhur.

im yawning non-stop and have yet to wash my face. ok jom!

ok 2007, show me what you've got!

shoutout to my besties:

mira and noni: when the toot are you guys gonna lunch with me at my school hmmm?
pipit: eh botak! takder pape la sebenarnyer aku nak ckp. baru berbual ngn kau hari tu. eh heh.

zul, oh zul. i miss you. can i bring you home?

ps. its 1 in the morning. bleah. im tired.

2007-01-02T00:40:00.000+08:00

#43

we're now more than just friends.
i couldn't have said it any better myself.

2006-12-30T01:39:00.000+08:00

#42

"new year's eve tak pegi maner-maner? (new year's eve you going anywhere?)"
"huh? tak ah. tkder org ajak. (no lah. nobody ask me along)"
"asal? zul keje eh? (why? zul's working ah?)"
"yah."
"kesian nyer dier kene keje. (pity him, he has to work.)"

pity him but nvr pity your daughter who would be stuck at home doing nothing on new year's eve. bahhh. i tell you, my mum is seriously weird. i think she fell in love with zul or smthg. and its super rare that she treats my guy friends like her own son. aper lah yang spesel sngt pasal zul. rambot dier tak. hmmmmm.

2006-12-26T12:19:00.000+08:00

#41

tagged by aiin.

01. Your name plus "poo"?
ANS : ainpoo.

*extra* plus "ed"?
ANS : ainpooed. sounds like i just took a dump.

02. Two feelings at the moment?
ANS : a bit hungry and cold.

03. What are you listening to right now?
ANS : noise. pure noise.

04. A part of a song lyric that is in your mind?
ANS : Welcome To The Black Parade - MCR cos masliana is singing it now. noise. -shakes head-

05. The highlight of your week?
ANS : this week? it just started. tmr would be the highlight of the week i think.

06. What are you craving to have for right now?
ANS : b&j coooookieee doughh.

07. Any unforgettable childhood memories?
ANS : a boy stole my first kiss. so cheeky sia that boy.

08. A not-so-good childhood memory?
ANS : i fell off smthg. i think.

09. What are your nicknames?
ANS : ain, kak annnn.

10. Your three plans for tomorrow?
ANS : sleeep, movie and something. you decide.

11. Are you thinking of someone right now?
ANS : errr. no?

12. Are you single?
ANS : single mingle.

13. What do you want?
ANS : want? so many thingss. so greedy. eheheh.

14. Say anything you like to whoever is reading your answers .
ANS : hello sapiens.

15. Are you feeling hungry?
ANS : a teeeny bit.

16. Who do you miss right now?
ANS : my warm comfy bed.

17. Last friend you talked to online?
ANS : rafiq i think?

18. What do you like about the night?
ANS : the cool weather i think.

19. If you visit a farm, what would you like to see?
ANS : animals?

20. When you were a kid, what would you want to be till now?
ANS : a teacher!

21. Last gift?
ANS : bra straps. -.-

22. Do you like it?
ANS : errr. my besties gave it to me.

23. Do you play an instrument?
ANS : unfortch, no.

24. What song did you last hear?
ANS : i dunno. i think it was some paris hilton track.

25. People you hate most?
ANS : orang bebual world. rubbish.

26. Who makes you laugh the most?
ANS : the most ah? zul.

27. What makes you smile?
ANS : foooooood.

28. Who do you have a crush on?
ANS : hugh grant.

29. Name 10 ppl to do this .
anyone, everyone.

hugshugs.

i just found out that my supervisor is on leave the entire week. weeeee. BUT! my flexi how siaa if he never approve. grrrrrrr.

2006-12-26T00:44:00.000+08:00

#40

hoho. just one more day. pfffft.

2006-12-24T22:38:00.000+08:00

#4039

4039th post! paiseh. alright. let's be random.

1. im watching love actually.
2. i think its very romantic, sad and funny at the same time.
3. i am having such a headache.
4. the bbg yest was fine.
5. pictures up at the LJ.
6. hugh grant is oh-so-charming.
7. i remembered hugging a stranger along orchard road, you know those people holding up the "free hugs" posters? i hugged one of them once.
8. i miss my friends.
9. i miss emaaa.
10. i miss zul.
11. okdah. my head super throbbing.
12. i still think hugh grant is super charming.

2006-12-21T22:57:00.000+08:00

#38

aku rindu kau la siak.

2006-12-20T20:09:00.000+08:00

#37

LOOK WHO I MET AFTER SCHOOL!

the botak head!

i super missed him!

and guess what, his gf is actually my ex-collegue; Farah. hahah. i miss you, bestfriend!

hugshugs.

oh. click here for more pictures.

2006-12-17T21:31:00.000+08:00

#36

omg. everyone is having their term break.

thanks eh. the school system sucks lah.

2006-12-17T00:16:00.000+08:00

#35

never in my life..
have i slept at 5 in the morning.
have i sat outside clarke quay entertaining the ever-so-high princess.
have i heard of a lighter which cost $1.20.
have i drank so much and still remained pretty much not high.
have i danced with a total stranger, twirling round and round.
have i bought sanitary pads 3 in the morning.
have i written so much in my written journal.
have i had so much funn.

again, my friends?

your majesty, i am thankful.

2006-12-15T13:55:00.000+08:00

#34

its the time of the month.
so please excuse all the tears, whining, complaining and bitching.

have a great weekend people.
hugshugs.

2006-12-14T11:36:00.000+08:00

#33

today was a fine day (: it was jasmine's birthday today.

happy birthday woman!

so we celebrated it la, duh right. zalifah and me walked in the blistering heat all the way to AMK to get the cake and develop photos. walking under the hot sun gives me a bitch of a headache. so we cabbed back to school. hah. my team mates have been the best. sorry i couldn't make it yesterday. we watched grudge 2 today in the room. took silly pictures; under the table, with a gunk of lipstick on our lips, the sexy pout look. and i made jasmine do a stupid pose together with me. haha. macam very slack ah. padahal, padahal. we have report and presentation to complete by friday. and i swear if we have to present in formal, i am going to scream. cos i very the rimas in formal wear.

was so very the semangat to do my report in my room. but so many the distractions. haha. met Dya like finally! we so very the kecoh siak. hahaha. i missed her tonnes. the first question she asked was where's zul? -slaps forehead big time- muker aku information counter eh? then we talked and talked and laughed and screamed and laughed and talked for what seemed to be ages. i miss the kecoh times ah seriously. mcm the past few days haven't been entirely great, not so kecoh and like, 24hrs i keep looking at zul's face. not that im complaining la.

went home alone today. and i saw HOODA TETEK! this one another woman i haven't seen for eons since her Os started. haha. she was with habibah. hurs. omg. i swear i shout like no tmr and the entire platform could hear me and my giggles. rambot kau bacen k! haha. next time fetch your boyfriend tell me la siak so i can see you for a while and show you my beautiful school. HAH. we yakked and yakked and talked and gossiped. haha. mcm best gitu bual ngn kau la tetek.

and i swear the drastic change in temperature, from hot to cold in a matter of hours plus my oh-so-irregular sleeping patterns is causing my head to spin in the early hours of the morning.

okthanksbye. i want to sleep. so early right? yah i know. haha.

and my mum is really really getting on my nerves. besok saper nak klua dengan aku? i very lazy want to go home.

THIS WAS WRITTEN YESTERDAY. BLOGGER IS BEING A PAIN IN MY ASS. RAWR.

2006-12-11T22:42:00.000+08:00

#32

i just blogged to say, I MISS THIS TEMPEK.
okthanksbye.

2006-12-10T10:43:00.000+08:00

#31

good morning sunshine!

its so freaking early in the morning can. 1043hrs. wooots. the earliest i have woken up during the weekends.

the weekend was pretty blah. planned to go out. BUT. didn't happen lah. dengan semangat nyer aku tanyer, tetapi tak jadik. aisehh. understand understood lor. ppl got gf already. pfffft.

abisssss.

yah. abes ah. da kehilangan. da, da. takmo emo.

acually got nthg to update on ah. okbest.

2006-12-07T20:58:00.000+08:00

#30

TEP's the same lah. my team mates are fun people, doing nthg but surf the net, play cards and read newspaper. but FINALLY, today i did some real work which kept me busy for 30 mins? then i started to get bored right after that. hah. i need to get myself a book. and i wore slippers today. tsk.

lunched with aisha, yazid and farhan. but yazid was the only one who ate. the poor boy's sick. but still got enough energy to disturb the crap out of me. ass. waited for the princess to come then went to south for proper lunch. i tried calling DYA, but member busy lah i think. smoke smoke. then went back to the room. it was empty. -.- i had no idea where those ppl go.

roamed around school, saw naufal and the first thing he said was, you da sombong eh. waaaah. cannot accept. sat with him, talked nonsense. smoke smoke then went back to the room. empty. AGAIN.

tick tick tick. 5pm. go toilet to feed the bowl. aisha called, her voice so panicky. rupa nyer bapak aku saket, so she left early. waaaaaa. i go home alone again. -.-

cannot take it already, so i went off at 5.30pm with suzuki-san! no lah. his name is marzuki. we klua together, him going to work and me go smoke smoke. hah. then i was left alone with 4 goons. hurs. played cards, then had them for company in the train. its been a long time since i went home with them la actually. hahaha. idiots.

reached home. surfed net. see this, that, this and that. then now im here. k dah. very long hor. i also dunno why.

tmr got team-building games. sounds lame. but nadia organizing, so must show a bit support la. sheeeeesh. another week wasted.

saturday want to go where eh?

2006-12-04T15:28:00.000+08:00

#29

-delete-

stop. change of characters. play.

vicious cycle lah. i don't think i can ever break out of it.

2006-12-03T00:00:00.000+08:00

#28

thank you liyana for the nice day.

and thank YOU, God. cos i start at 10.30am on monday! HURRAH!

alaahhhh. later got jemputan, (since its sunday already now), and im so lazy to go. its at woodlands. yes, its near. but no, i am still lazy. naik lemak aku siols. yelahh. hari tu baru kene sound. anyways, i am still lazy. the trip there one thing. but the other is facing the aunties and uncles.

typical scenario at a wedding.

auntie: eh! ain! da lamer wak tak jumpe. da besar kau ehh. mangkin lawa.
me: ah? ah yelah. -rolls eyes-

wtf la. mesti la aku da besar! tak mungkin i want to stay a 3 year old forever kan. rubbish know this aunties. the next time they say that i am gonna go, ah. da besar pon. kejap lagik nak kawin. wak tunggu la kad jemputan ye. -smile and walk away-

i digress. seriously.

2006-12-01T22:09:00.000+08:00

#27

hello december.

blogger perangai. sundal.

aku da stare pat ni screen for about five minutes and i dunno what to write about.

useless update. everything's same old, same old. sumer same.

da bye la.

2006-11-30T01:04:00.000+08:00

#26

sick. TEP boring nak mampos can. i am dying of boredom. and i think the smoking point sick and tired of seeing my face every hour.

and i miss aisha and ema can. cos i used to seeing their faces everytime and when i suddenly don't see them, i feel so....LOST.

and i miss mira and noni.

and lastly, i miss PIPIT. PIPIT! i miss you pantat.

okthanksbye.

2006-11-28T00:43:00.000+08:00

#25

let's just say TEP is pure boredom.

and my sister is being such a bitch.

end of day.

2006-11-26T19:41:00.000+08:00

#24

i'm still alive, not to worry.

updates, no? fine. PROPER updates. let's see.

~~the past week.~~ bahhh. forget about proper updates. im still fine and kicking. the past week was hell due to datelines and projects, this and that. presentations; wearing formal and heels. town with ems and i caught up with lyer, yazid and khai came along and we had dinner.

i think that's about it lah. the highlight of the week was, well, i dunno.
going johor with the family.
having dinner with lyer.
"family" dinner at causeway.
or was it waking up 4 in the morning to an unexpected msg?

at that, im pretty upset about something. ok fine, 3 things.

1. the sms thinggy majiggy that went on a week back, i think? i tell people they should just drop it, but i, myself can't. hah. how ironic.

2. you don't go around telling the entire world you want to be with someone, do you? waaaa. tak bole accept. the immense pressure.

3. i'm starting TEP tmr. rawr. 8 bloody 30 in the morning. have to sleep early tonight. and have to wake up early tmr. mcm nak naik taxi can! bwargh.

and i still haven't gone to vivo.
or caught a movie.
or enjoyed myself.

bahhh. i digress.

i think this is my longest post ever, yes?

2006-11-24T00:09:00.000+08:00

#23

random entry.

gelare is love la ok!

ems wanting to strip cos it was orgasmic. to her at least.

and last but not least, the handsome bugger who has been camhogging on my new phone.

LJ Updated!

could it be fate, or random circumstance?

2006-11-23T00:13:00.000+08:00

#22

don't even think about it mister.

2006-11-22T00:11:00.000+08:00

#21

someone complained that his picture was not up on my blog.

amek kau!
happy, yes? LOL.

oh. please do visit my LJ cos im helping mira sell some stuff. for girls la.

and school was absofuckingly hectic today. i dunno why. mebbe it was the heels. pictures at the LJ as soon as i un-laze myself. hurs.

2006-11-20T01:43:00.000+08:00

#20

case of the ex.

nabei

and the prepaid died on me. innalillah. besok pagi kene kebumikan. tsk.

2006-11-19T01:11:00.000+08:00

#19

[edit]

k. i did this out of boredom. presenting.. my family tree! hurs.

heh.

and pipit ajak to Sentosa this Saturday! what say you?
[/edit]

its 1 in the morning. and i cannot sleep. why oh why..?

okeh tu random. i went over to the cousin's place just now cos his mum, my aunt had a open house cum birthday party for that 8 year old bugger. i tell you, my aunt's place was infested with dancing and singing Filipinos. my aunt's a nurse you see. so she has many friends from the Phillippines. they were singing to oldies like The Carpenters la, Micheal Learns To Rock, this that. and boy were they noisy.

so ya. i spent my Saturday with a bunch of noisy Filipinos. hah. and there goes my saturday. later dunno go where.

and i seriously need to go Vivo City. Ma, Pa. when you taking me and my brother there? i want to go! -stamps feet and pouts- yah. i'm supposed to be spoilt cos im the only child (and i'm only 8) and my elder brother, Zul, is adopted. and i have one more younger, adopted brother, Dan, whom i can bully! woooooo. power. it's not everyday that i have a perfect family portrait. make believe pon, make believe lah. this is fun.

((:

ps. The Covenant gerek balls!

2006-11-18T02:28:00.000+08:00

#18

it has been a while.

oh my. look at the time. 0221hrs. just came back from supper with the family, which was horrible cos i was half-trying to stay awake and half-trying to stay oblivious to the fact that the parents are super retarded beings, bickering early in the morning. bahh. who cares.

to those who care, i am fine. weeeee bit tired due to irregular sleeping hours courtesy of projects and of cos, distractions like MSN. i swear, MSN is evil. you know why? because it distracts me from doing my work. hah! ok la, i know im easily distracted. but tempting ah. 3 ICAs down, 3 more to go. and im already going bonkers.

it was friday just now, as in a few hours prior to the supper i had. caught the MCG's Hari Raya Production. power lah! hilarious to the ultimate maximum, with the slumberness of certain characters. i saw Dya acted her part and she was funny la! haha. she melatah. hurs. Mira and bestie, Dhil tagged along. my entire "family" was there. ma and pa clad in green. the brother and me in purple. nak step matching-matching ah. abes, touching? hah. then lepak for a while with my cool "uncle" vin and shermie wormie. then off to home. uncle, thank you ah. hah.

meeting Lyer on Monday for a short meetup; girly sessions + whathaveyous. i missed ems in school. i miss ema laaaaa. wth tt woman go also i dunno.

in 2 weeks time, i'll be stuck in school from 8am to 6pm everysingle day. pfffffft. i tell you, my nicotine level would double the amount. hah.

ok lah. i super sleepy. i want to sleep in lah today. catch up on some sleep before i start on the other projects. this entry like very blah. ugh.

2006-11-16T22:03:00.000+08:00

#17

Mira said, "Don't let go of what you have."

question is, what do I have?

2006-11-13T22:17:00.000+08:00

#16

i watched HEART today with the friends over at my place. and i cried. a teeeny bit. damn. blame zul lah!

bahh.

ps. these are my friends and i love them (:

okthanksbye.

2006-11-12T01:40:00.000+08:00

#15

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a quote i found off LiteraryQuotes.

There have been too many departures in my life. I have yet to find the good in good-bye or the well in farewell.
-Esther Huish

i beg to differ. i have found the good in goodbye and the well in farewell. i used to say i was nvr good at saying goodbyes, mebbe because i was too scared or cowardly. but i've found the courage to say goodbye. for good. and if i ever go back on my words, like the number of times i did before, i have pipit to smack my forehead to remind me. hahs.

its a huge step, saying goodbye and farewell to everything. but its the first step to getting over you.

that done, we can all go out to celebrate my victory. (:

goodbye and farewell, friend.

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aku cumer nak cakap bahawa aku sayang bestfriend aku si pipit tu meskipon perangai dier kengkadang mcm toot tetapi aku tetap sayang dier kerana dier seorang sahabat yang sunggoh best nak mampos.

thank you, thank you, thank you. terima kasih. kau one in a million ah pit. hahaha. k tu rubbish. but, kau member best punyer ah!

asal aku blog in malay eh? ahhh. tu dier.

see. this is what happens to you when you hang out with a bunch of mats for almost the entire day. and yes, they are mats. cos pipit said they are. pipit eh yang cakap. pape, kasi siku siket pat tu pipit ok gang! hahaha. fun bunch of people who talk cock like no tmr and keep on wanting to go to the toilet to pee cos they were super high. hurs.

2006-11-10T01:15:00.000+08:00

#14

i cannot resist.

gua pon lup sama lu ah! but only after you gimme that prison break cd. hahaha. today is speak-minah-and-mat-language day. although ema failed terribly at it, at least she made an effort to sound as minah as possible. it was totally hilarious. hoho. meeting lyer in a while, and we're gonna have a showdown, yo!
fo shizzle, ma nizzle! haha. ok, that's not minah, but who cares.
we're gonna have fun, and talk like minahs like we don't care at all. it's friday ya'll! the weekend's here. ok la. not yet. i still have schooool. rawr.

i love my pa and ma. and i'm the only child. although i do get abused by my pa la. he is an idiot. but i love these two people to death. read that, shahrul and aisha?? i love you people to death.

hoho.

okthanksbye.

it's time

2006-11-09T01:25:00.000+08:00

#13

pardon my language, people.

i'm sick and tired of making excuses when i see your friends. seriously.

2006-11-08T14:17:00.000+08:00

#12

wth siak my lappie! aku buang kang, baru tau. rawr. asek hanging hanging jer. poooonat.

okbyela. today no school. NO SCHOOL! mebbe going mira's house for a little while later. ok bye. i want to edit pictures because i am a super bored girl and nobody interesting is online. bahhh.

and so it begins.

2006-11-07T23:17:00.000+08:00

#11

early morning. sleepyheads. cold. boring module. smoke break. mcd's breakfast. YUM. presentation. smoke break. library. new cafe. vanilla frappe. random conversations. wonderful company. smoke break. clubroom. aircon. sleeeeeeeep. groggy mrt ride home. computer fixed. thank you very nice. CSI. criminal minds.

insert a few conjuctions here and there and you have my day. i am a very tired girl. sleeping soon. no sch tmr! let's rejoice. (:

good night sapiens.

2006-11-06T01:25:00.000+08:00

#10

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school's a bore. lecturer boring to the ultimate maximum. i hate. rawr.

parcel check!
pictures check!
homework not checked!

pictures up at my LJ okek!kthnksbye.

oh. thanks eh vin for doing what you did in the mrt. tooooots.

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bye bye plans. down the drain you go.

ohwells. happy birthday.

2006-11-04T01:31:00.000+08:00

#9

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its time to be random people

-cracks knuckles- da lamer tak buat kerje bodoh mcm nih.

1. aku ngantok.
2. semalam and today jalan raya.
3. tomorrow also! with mira lovee and gang. woooooo.
4. penat siot.
5. 2 people onie came to my house.
6. get a lot of money sia those two toots.
7. my dad going driving.
8. bapak aku tgh biseng.
9. ema finally naik motor zul.
10. i indirectly told mother tt i ~~always~~ kerap naik motor zul. hoho.
11. aaliyah, shahrul's niece, very cute.
12. she stuck to ems all the way thru the day.
13. i think ema and zul got parental insticts.
14. ok wrong. zul's hair gt parental insticts. heh.
15. we are planning to go to the zoo!
16. why are kids attracted to zul's hair ah?
17. and since when ems good with kids sia?
18. i want babies.
19. ignore tt. my womb was typing.
20. my mum is watching rtm1.
21. they are playing hari raya videos.
22. aku suka baju aisha niari.
23. im tired.
24. tmr want to wear want sia.
25. i miss my friends at school.
26. i miss pipit!
27. i love to appear offline. heh.
28. surprisingly, i think i could click with the year 3 people yesterday.
29. not bad ah. they are nice people. (:
30. ok i hit 30 already.
31. pakai kebaya ah besok.
32. the psi thing naik siak.
33. pfffffft.
34. zul's beach chair of somesort is very comfortable to sleep on.
35. da ah. i want to sleep.

ok bye bye. gamba lain hari bole cerita ok gang.

oh yes. one more.
36. ema can't speak malay for nuts. amaciam joy?! lol.

kbye.

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hoho. i was this close to getting locked out of the house.

best nyer! jom buat lagik besok! lol.

2006-11-02T01:18:00.000+08:00

#8

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okeh la. since almost everyone i know has posted pictures on raya, i think i'll do the same la. and since i'm like fucken bored with nothing to do, might as well get it done and over with.

just one.

the rest here

okeh bye. nak makan ah.

oh and bye bye mr fuan. aiseyyy. no more long smoke breaks. bwargh.

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the covenant or happy feet anyone?

(:

2006-11-01T01:50:00.000+08:00

#7
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another one of my random ramble-ons, shooting towards nobody in particular. i swear. but, my apologies if i tertembak at anyone la hor.

bwargh. i can't seem to type it here. cheeeeebs.

knvmthanksandbye.

oh one more thing. its been almost a week since the start of syawal. only NOW i feel the tingling excitement.

YAY YAY!! KELUAR RAYA! WOOOOOOOO.

okek. i feel silly. hurhur.

eh. and why taufik batisah becoming more handsome ah? i just caught his new music vid, Because of You, or smthg along that line. handsome ah! aisey taufik..mangkin handsome kamu yer.

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sorry for the previous post ah. that was super random. must be the period talking.

"i guess u only remember people hu really mean (something) in ur life"

hmmmmm. i suppose, zul. i suppose.

well, at least im not faking the happiness. if im not happy, i'll shut up. and my posts will sound cold and unhappy. i think can sense the unhappiness la. yes, no?

ANYWHOOS.

i cannot wait for jalan raya. with whichever clique of people im going with lah. ok gang! aku da semangat ni! jom, let's go!

2006-10-31T14:40:00.000+08:00

#6

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ahhh ni dier budak2 class aku. and ni dier baju kurung yang aku pakai ke town. hahaha.

[/edit]

i drank redbull, and now im super hyper that my fingers have to find something to touch or hold or do or all the above at the same time. hoho.

alamak. now have to do a festive card. i swear this module is getting more interesting each hour. and the lecturer reminds me of a penguin. so cute. and he is funny. that's a plus.

cheers to mr fuan!

2006-10-30T14:58:00.000+08:00

#5

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i didn't know towning with aisha and shahrul can be very tiring. very. shahrul loves to bully me. not tt i mind la. shut up ass.

and this is utter rubbish. grey's anatomy is being replaced by fear factor. and after that nip/tuck. cheeeebs. where got such thing! i miss mc dreamy already. bwargh.

and a particular someone at school keeps staring at me. stop it will you? very uncomfortable. eh. if i did anything wrong come up and tell me la. stare, stare. rawr.

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The truth is you can be orphaned again and again and again.
The truth is you will be.
And the secret is, this will hurt less and less each time until you can't feel a thing.
-Palahniuk, Chuck - Survivor

hoho. i have got to get my hands on this book.

2006-10-29T17:29:00.000+08:00

#4

my dad's an ass.

the parents went to sheng siong in the morning. so i had to clear the clutter la as usual. and i found an issue of men's health. skali its my dad's. and since when he started reading men's health?? like, oh my god. seriously. i think he and ezad brothers or smthg n their past life. then i saw a bottle of gel, extra shine! extra shine okay. eeeek. damn vain la the father. rambot da uban all want to use gel, extra shiny lagik.

and just the other day, dad was telling me plans of going to some mountain where he planned to take the family for our next holiday. hello? holiday panjat gunung? i think something wrong somewhere la. really. and then the first day of raya, my sister said something lame to him. and dad went FUNNY OR WHAAAT. okay. who are you and what have you done to my dad? seriously.

ok fine. this is random.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGAH!

#3

2006-10-28T19:16:00.000+08:00

#3

pfft. i'm waiting for the breakdown to happen though.

BUT! meanwhile, let's indulge ourselves in some stupidity.

#1. Where are you?
living room lah.

#2. Wearing?
clothes. DUH.

#3. What was the last movie you watched? With whom?
death note! wooooo. i love. with zul and vin.

#4. Who was the last person you saw at school?
ntah. ema? sherman? jason? lorraine? random people?

#5. Describe your hair.
curly. curly. curly. curls. waves. bangs. long.

#6. Describe your surrounding.
couch. tv. carpet and a table. mcm tempat sheesha siols.

#7. Pets?
a few dumb fishes swimming here and there.

#8. Last received call?
errrm. ntah. aisha i think. miscall ah.

#9. Last cute guy/girl?
vin's friend at lido who said selamat hari raya to me. hurs.

#10. Favourite word.
for now, RUBBISH.

#11. Describe yourself in 2 words.
random expressions.

#12. What do you like?
everything? i love kittens and little furry balls.

#13. What do you hate?
a bus overflowing with mats. and disappointment. suar.

#14. If you could say anything to any one person now, what would it be?
cheeebs. this sounds fimiliar. erk. i'd like to say, goodbye.

da. tu jer.
stupid surveys i do to cure myself of boredom. bwargh.

2006-10-27T22:45:00.000+08:00

#2

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NONI!

finally legal, so we can watch M18 movies together after your As kay?

i hate bus trips.
i abhor bus trips.
i fucking detest bus trips.
cheebs punyer mat.

2006-10-27T17:07:00.000+08:00

#1

stop. erase. record. back to basics.

my friends are gonna kill me for the numerous number of times i changed my links. hoho.

the eljay's gonna be a photoblog thinggy majiggy, whatever it is that they are called.

till then.